feeling

i miss you, i really would love to see you and talk to you. but somehow i dont think it's such a good idea. things have changed, things have been strange since last night. it hurts.

i am so much in love with you. it's scary. i would love to be able to hold you, kiss you, and wake up next to you every morning.

you are such an amazing person. one thing that i don't quite understand is why you need to keep meeting up with new people. maybe i'm not good enough so you need to keep your options open.

i think it's a good idea to stop seeing each other for a month, it will prove that we are actually in love with each other. i still would love to be with you.... you make me smile, you make me happy.

i love with feeling of holding each other's hands walking around town. i love meeting you on the bridge, i love when you carry me on your back, i love when you kiss me in public, i really love you.

i hope you get to read this blog.

i xxxx you james.